Hello to all my viewers!

Well, continuing with tradition, it's time to make a message for 2024 :p

But first of all, the first thing I promised

What happened to my channel? First of all, I want to apologize for my great inactivity this year on my YouTube channel, believe me when I tell you that I didn't want to leave my channel dead for this whole year, that really wasn't my intention, I tried to upload at least one video this year, but well, you know, but why was I absent for a whole year? In short, personal problems and duties, I was participating and helping in other projects, university, lack of motivation, laziness and etc. To sum it up, it was totally my fault, for not knowing how to organize my things, I've been in so many things, that I simply lost track of time, and that I wanted to upload several videos this year, several of them were already cancelled, when I said that "the university was not going to affect my channel", I had said it with too much confidence, since I thought I could still make videos, but once again, that self-confidence played against me, plus there is also the issue of perfectionism, since every time there is something in the script that does not convince me completely, I end up pausing my script for days, weeks and even months due to my lack of motivation, and all because I wanted to try to make a better script possible for my next video, since I can't deliver anything, you deserve the best (even if in the end my videos are not the best), and that makes me feel heavy to people who are perfectionists in things that do not exist :p

And now, is it the end of the channel? Obviously not, I still have quite a few ideas that I want to deliver, before at least leaving all this, I can't promise anything, but I will try to remedy all my inactivity on my channel this year, by uploading several videos, I don't promise to upload many, I just want to upload several, at least 5, but as I said, I won't promise anything, but I will do my best.

I would like to say more things, but I prefer to save it for a video.

Now, once all this has been explained, how was 2024?

For me, despite how the year started, how it ended and going through several difficult moments, such as the loss of several of my relatives, in general, it was a good year, I had a pretty good time, I have met great people who I hold dear and who I hope to see again soon, but I feel that it could have been better, I could have done more things. I still have a hard time processing the fact that we're almost there until 2025, and that excites me, makes me nervous, and depresses me a little at the same time, since I feel like I didn't make the most of this year like I expected. I wanted to do too many things, accomplish several things, but in the end I could only do all that, but still, I feel like none of it was in vain, because I was still able to enjoy it to the fullest and with what I could. After all, we're human, we're not perfect and we keep making mistakes.

The only thing left to do right now with all that, is to improve as a person, to correct several of my mistakes, to change and to try harder to accomplish more things, since I felt that I was not able to accomplish too many things that I proposed for this year, I was barely able to accomplish very few, but still, they are things that I appreciate very much. 

And despite all that, I cannot ignore the fact that several people I know did not have the same time as me, I have met several people who have said that this year has been the worst for them. I am really sorry to hear all that, all those comments make me feel very helpless in the face of that, I would have liked to have been there to help you in your most difficult moments, but the only thing I can do right now is to tell you to never give up, keep fighting for what you want most, because despite the difficult times, the best times always come later, the only thing left is to overcome the difficult times and continue with your lives, I know it is not easy, but it is not impossible either, remember that you are never alone and that there are people who really care about you, do not let yourself be closed by the negative, remember that with anything negative, there will always be something positive, no matter how horrible it is, you can do it! 

Having said all that, all that remains to say is, Happy New Year 2024 and Happy New Year 2025 to everyone! I wish you all the best, that this year will be better and that you can accomplish several of the things you have proposed for 2025 ✌️

Well, I think that's all for today, see you next time with more updates (I hope), bye.

• Moshe. TV 2024